kiss-me-indie

Big Sur, California. A place of natural beauty. A sanctuary. Driving California One for 3 hours was everything but unpleasant. It was a sport trying to snap pictures of every gorgeous piece of land along the winding road. The Pacific looked different there. It was crystal blue. Colors in dark and light variations making patterns along the horizon. Beds of seaweed spotted the water. We got to our cabin, dumped our luggage, and set out on what was to be a short hike. There was a detour. It was probably about a 4 mile hike. I heard my heart pounding the entire time. By the end, I was dead and sweaty. My first night there, I ate dinner on top of

Tasteless curiosity killed society. I have overcome it all. I document the days that mean the most and forget about the rest. I forget the people that gave me problems and I remember the people who are always looking out for me. I have grown. I have branched out in directions I never thought I would. The world is changing and so am I. I hung out with the new ones and I forgot about all the troubles of the past. Before that very night I was choking with pain. It's so strange how in one night you can grow so much. I reached the beach just as the sun was setting and walked past 2 lifeguard towers to reach my friends who had congregated at a smal

Shift. Shift. Left. Right. I'm not going to give up without a fight. It's days like these that make me question everything. I've forgotten about everyone else.. but you. I wish I could never think about you again. I owe that to myself. My mind has a way of making me feast on the thoughts that hurt the most. But I'm okay. It's not too bad having things this way. Far away. We were once inseparable, now we are strangers. The things I love to do have a memory attached about you. There is no way around it. I wish I could just stand up and tell you everything. From the moment we met until now. How much I hated you. How much I loved you. Man. Girls